Defeated feeling after games

 Thoughts after some games we played today - these are the thoughts of Jen.

Today we played a couple of games and the first game seemed to be moving along, but my deck was not quite at the same level. It felt bad.

Then I started thinking about it and I do not need to feel bad, I do need to recognize sometimes decks are not matched up and that is going to happen.

I do not typically interact with the game in a way that prevents my opponents from doing what they want to do unless it has an impact on what I am trying to do.

I do not enjoy playing against decks that interact with the game often as I feel this puts a damper on things.

I am not saying there is anything wrong with playing a specific way, I am writing this to help recognize how I feel.